Much crowds my head and I would wish to put it out like a grand buffet. But it would bring dyspepsia for the majority and who would turn away. But life is a balanced judgment. We seem to be fed what we need and purposely not what we want. And that is where good judgment is balanced.
This poem came from June ’93 journal and written in November 2013. It was meaningful to me then and meaningful now. It is something we as God Participants can do. As mothers and fathers we can love the children and feed them those things that will provide nourishment for growth in a world we cannot imagine.
The poet, Kahlil Gibran called people Earth Gods. I scribed from the Teachers that we are God Participants. Mother God, Father God, love your children and prepare them for the world when you send them out the front door without your shepherding.
It is the only gift that matters, for you will have given the best of who you both are.
A Cosmic Prayer for Mankind
We would wish for much. We would wish for the sublime love that was preached from every mountaintop.
We would wish for a mother’s love to be there for the infant and the father’s hand to caress the brow of every child.
We would wish for peace within the human psyche and learning to be brought to the dinner table and the breakfast table everytime. And love to be served as the main course.
It is much that we wish for; much that we yearn for. But peace is designed for the human in mind from birth to the grave.
Bring peace.
Veronica Hallissey has been writing since the 1960s, with her poetry published in a variety of small press magazines. Born into a farm family in Lockport, NY, and educated at the University of Buffalo and other midwest institutions, she brings and unusual point-of-view to her poetry, combining strong natural images with a deep spiritual language. She lives in Ramona, CA.
Since I know that no steps are skipped in Evolution, lest we have gaps in behavior even more difficult than what we see, I admit to fatigue as the years encroach. Coming to mind from a time past is our eldest as he waited for his father to drive him to the train back to Chicago. His words still echo in me. ‘You must get very tired waiting for all of us to catch up to you,’ he said. Taken by surprise I murmured something but what? Was I so easy for him to read? To this day my one regret is not being able to convince those I love most.
At the time this poem was written (journal entry, December, 2015) I had finished Michael Talbot’s Holographic Universe. Affirmation, verification, understanding all plied their substance as I approached my 85 years. How much of everything is illusion, how much gravity filled draining away, siphoning of matter because of our Earth Hostess? And I, with a foot in another world, lived it every minute with a paper trail.
How much of everything, life itself, is lived in the head? All of it or much and neatly done but tiring if one is not a ‘walk through.’ The only way to make it count is to take it seriously and play it for real. Else the quagmire deepens and stagnation results and we are still on watch.
The Sound Loaf
Evolution or God
(perhaps one and the same)
finely grinds the meal ever so slowly,
while I cannot breathe with the dust in the air. But there will one day be understanding with the digestion of the bread. . . . The wholeness of the grain so nicely baked till the hollow sound is heard when tapped gives credence to the sound loaf.
I can no longer wait for it all to cool. It has taken far too long for this bread to be made and yet still to be digested.
The bellies are still immature for whole grain. Pablum is the mushed cereal of sort for feeding infants too long in the pram. I suffered the parents to grow up
and now have no time to wait for the children.
Veronica Hallissey has been writing since the 1960s, with her poetry published in a variety of small press magazines. Born into a farm family in Lockport, NY, and educated at the University of Buffalo and other midwest institutions, she brings and unusual point-of-view to her poetry, combining strong natural images with a deep spiritual language. She lives in Ramona, CA.
Because of the pandemic, we get to see an aspect of newscasters working from home and giving home tours inadvertently.
When the sober and serious doctor was commenting on the President’s health, the doctor’s grandson played hide and seek behind the awesome doctor with a laugh breaking out all over the place.
And Elizabeth Warren’s dog rounding about her living room . . . I love these very vital live insertions of real life into what appear to be sober realities of existence. Besides, I marvel at such neat freaks who show no clutter or signs of coffee spilled.
I watched as Olivia Troye (resigned) who was the vice president’s aide speak of her experience in this White House, and I noted her wall hanging. (If I paraphrase, forgive me)
Always find time for things that make you glad to be alive.
It made an impression because I have lived my life like that. With three babies coming in 4 years there was no time other than care for them. But I was parent on premises and became proud; my joys were soon wrapped in their accomplishments.
Heady stuffs teaching when classrooms are the fields, libraries, books, and hands on. As a girl I learned to knit and sew and manipulate my environment on the farm because we were a large family needing sustenance and no money for frolicking.
Marriage found a fledgling family with professional standing but poverty status. My upbringing allowed me to recycle and make do as we all learned during WWII.
Use it up, wear it out, make it do or do without. . . . .
I learned well; money did not go out for services. Nor was there money for entertainment, or for what was taken as truth to spend freely. . . because you’re worth it. . . Aren’t we all? Of course, of course. And some feel so impoverished, every cent goes for their shoring up.
So the wall hanging took my attention and reminded me without anyone saying this was to be held tightly. To find that learning,loves, learning something every day, was going to be the biggest high of my life even in my terminus.
My mother in law said to me in her endtimes that ‘you do so many things so well that most of us would like to do just one’ . . . she also wished I’d been her teacher.
Even now when I perfect something even commendable, I shine with pride. Spastic hands, no hand and eye coordination, wobbly on foot, but would you like a piece of my addictive taffy?
I only learned to make it in these last two months. But I learned. . . . . . . . and it’s a keeper.
artwork by Claudia Hallissey
Veronica Hallissey has been writing since the 1960s, with her poetry published in a variety of small press magazines. Born into a farm family in Lockport, NY, and educated at the University of Buffalo and other midwest institutions, she brings and unusual point-of-view to her poetry, combining strong natural images with a deep spiritual language. She lives in Ramona, CA.
(Of late my head has too many ideas wanting a voice, even when I sit and want to write a simple catch up note. The Muses, or my Spirit Within or God About seize the moment and wish it learned. . .so Jane, here is the letter I meant to send. . . )
Jane, how can I at 89 be running late for anything? But I have just finished dinner for son John and I or is it John and me?
First off I made a good meal. We had a hot bird in the fridge so I pieced small cubes of the chicken and sautéed them in butter. Cooked some rice and made a tossed salad. Simple? It is when you put the rice in a bowl and your salad over the rice and spoon the chicken pieces over all. Then put your dressing of choice over all. We like Italian dressing since it only needs a simple dressing.
I learned late how to use and when to use leftovers. The dinner today is simple but all the ingredients were fresh. And when you cook simple you need fresh. Old leftovers require acrockpot or pressure cooker to make yesterday taste like new thought.
You would see the sense in that. Son John found unbelievable cherry tomatoes . They are about 1 inch size, like an iron alle. Growing up with brothers, I knew iron allies. You bite into the tomatoes and get a surprise. Crisp and juicy and tomatoee. I almost ate the whole package.
I also wash and dry Romaine lettuce and put into towel lined plastic container in fridge. Crisping clean it tears into pieces and our Newfie breathes heavy hoping for his pieces.
You guess I make even lettuce a spiritual exercise? My eldest says I make vacuuming one. But it is the difference between just eating with no memory of either the meal or the people or making it a nurturing event for the cook and all.
You know my thoughts on putting heart into your work. I have seen where it makes a difference to the ones sitting to a meal prepared with love and respect for food and the farmers who have dedicated lives producing it. All deserve those thoughts in mind. It shows even in the way we serve food.
We can fill plates with indifference; no thought and it makes me sad to say this, disdain or carelessness, because such feelings would make the sensitive ill. There would be some who say I read too much into this and make drama. . . but I would have to excuse myself because to be sick at the table is too much evidence.
I will talk one day of our best gourmet dinner of beans and frankfurters and why it was and give the necessary evidential. Simple? You bet. Good? Extraordinary. I will take it to the next address in my memory bank. But I will leave you the shortbread recipe. . . .
photo by John Holmes
Veronica Hallissey has been writing since the 1960s, with her poetry published in a variety of small press magazines. Born into a farm family in Lockport, NY, and educated at the University of Buffalo and other midwest institutions, she brings and unusual point-of-view to her poetry, combining strong natural images with a deep spiritual language. She lives in Ramona, CA.
It was 1974 that I awakened early and wrote what I remembered. The past is still happening, the future has already happened and here in the present, we race to catch up with it. . . . . forgetting the years of my walking around the neighborhood when presented with concepts too hard to absorb.
I had no one to lean on nor to talk about this. It was a solitary journey. Yet I read recently (years ago?) that Albert Einstein said unless time is understood, there would be no understanding of the ‘who I am’ in us.
(Feb 1, 2018—I scribed . . We deal with linear measurement. It has stabilized the environment and made teaching easier. Children now being born are versed to the enth degree in other worlds where they are familiar, here have difficulty with this Earth’s time element.
So now we insert the thought that all this has a connection. It is of utmost importance that the simultaneous worlds, of time and events are still happening is essential to growth.
We have here the ability which you display to live almost to a hundred with the idea which has sustained you through the years. You know that simultaneous is what you do as you cross boundaries in worlds that have no name. You take events and artifacts from one culture and take them with you and display them with the artifacts of the world you are in.
Where do ideas come from? You already have the makings of technology that other worlds already are using. They are brought through dreams, through meditation, through conference with other entities, beings which are in silence sometimes but vividly portraying the ideas through icons. The emphasis is always on progress with integrity. You get that. You see that.
What is being displayed now is reckless abandon of institutions which need to berespected. It has taken mankind a long and arduous time of it to come to this place where there is respect for law and enforcement of ideas which are good for the majority.
What we are seeing is the abandonment of courage which was hard won and now trampled on by spinelessness which is an embarrassment that must be contended. The panic and fright of grown people is not to be tolerated by the stubborn greediness and lack of respect which surfaces.
In the concept of simultaneous time we have a religious leader who tried to teach the concept of many worlds. When the man Jesus went to the mountain and spent time with the invisibles he was able to bring to man, then in the primary state, the concept of my father’s house has many rooms.
It would have been impossible to bring the idea of worlds such as the earth planet into thinking when man thought the horizon meant the end of the world he knew. The idea then of a universe full of whirling planets was impossible to conceive. What you have is the simple concept of a large house with rooms and you have gone into that many times.
When Jesus said to give to Caesar what is Caesar’s and to God what is God’s, he already knew that man had created a better and bigger version of himself. This is what the Grandfather God has evolved to.
It was impossible at the time of the Master and impossible now for some to think of the undergirding principle of the universes as the sacred as well as spiritual underpinning of all creation. That a sparrow is noted as well as the human is difficult but somehow spanning the abyss man does by the magnificence of the god he has created.
You go into this all the time with the ones who feel that the hand of God is on them but he was deaf and is deaf to the millions who scream in pain from hunger and mutilation. How to bridge the gap?
Take it one thing at a time. You place and rightly the spirit or sacred within man. How he is to claim his spirituality and become the divine soul in his right is what your work indicates. How to do it? You do it. Just do it. Inch by wretched quarter inch and we make progress.
The past is still happening. The future has already happened. And here in the present we race to catch up with it. This is the first concept that must be integrated. All that is necessary is for man to relate to his history.
See where man has been and where he is today and what he has not, not is emphasized,learned. Because if the lesson isnot learned, we redo the lesson. Except the circumstances are not going to be as conducive as they were previously and may be more difficult for the student.
The past is still happening; the icons are being smashed, symbolizing centuries of man’s desire to translate the divine into the material. Take the thought, take the thought and emphasize it.
Not only does man smash the icons but also the humans who built them.
Veronica Hallissey has been writing since the 1960s, with her poetry published in a variety of small press magazines. Born into a farm family in Lockport, NY, and educated at the University of Buffalo and other midwest institutions, she brings and unusual point-of-view to her poetry, combining strong natural images with a deep spiritual language. She lives in Ramona, CA.
My head is still spinning with things surfacing as if I am on memory enhancers. My take on this day is my word, my bond, my trust, my love and my honor by my teacher.
It seems the meaning of those words have been lost in the jargon of our days and everything means whatever you wish. Except for truthsayers. We learned the meanings in kindergarten and we do not forget.
And neither do you when you look in the mirror straight into your eyes. And do not flinch.
Sadly we all know now there are souls among us who do not, because they cannot know even the meaning, let alone their strict employment within one’s life.
When I was working on this wall hanging (I had just learned to print on fabric) my grandson Josh was watching and asked if he could have it. That didn’t surprise me because he knew the weight of words and knew meanings. I was deeply touched.
I have seen him go out in the middle of the dawn’s breaking when one of his frightened peers sat in their locked vehicle and did not know why it stopped nor how to restart it.
He has driven incoherent peers from too much happy time and not allowed them to drive home. I only knew the gender of those peers by shoes dropped in the hall.
And he only in his twenties but knowledgeable about vehicles and construction and computers so he was called upon often. I was proud of his talents but more so the size of his heart.
We talked with no need for explanation when he lived at home. I remember asking him if his friends knew what they asked of him when they called for rescue.
They have no idea Gram, no clue. But they knew he would answer their plea. He sized up their predicament instantly. The Jenny genes? Not easy to live with this DNA. You are worked to death for free.
Look at the words, trust, bond, love, honor. Applied to everything and life is mortgaged because we want to make a difference in life. A new way to care for life because of love and respect for it and humanity.
We may never know what theory brought this world into focus, if it was a something or someone, or many somethings and someones when growth required expression and we needed more space for greater life.
We were told and it was written in the big book no one reads but sits on many coffee tables. We are encouraged to look at the slim reads called the new testament or lovingly, gospels.
You do not know, do you, when you entertain angels unaware? Demanding? Mortgaged for eternity it seems.
You think you go fishing? What will you do when you find you have been caught? And the Big Fish has you, hook, line and sinker?
Veronica Hallissey has been writing since the 1960s, with her poetry published in a variety of small press magazines. Born into a farm family in Lockport, NY, and educated at the University of Buffalo and other midwest institutions, she brings and unusual point-of-view to her poetry, combining strong natural images with a deep spiritual language. She lives in Ramona, CA.
This has been a difficult week for me. Health issues put me in the hospital for 3 days and I am grateful for this time to sort out the rest of my days.
I wish to share with my readers some thoughts again that have been voiced on my blog.
When you know, actually know something and do what you prefer instead of what you know is the right and correct thing to do, and do not do it, there will be accountability and the shoulders to carry the consequences will be yours.
For those who thought they could outsmart the growing ethical undergirding which has been written, talked about and because there was nothing or no one to show or leave a blueprint to follow to lay on the consequential offshoots of decadent behavior, well loves, all the games have been played out.
The nice words have been said, egos have been stroked, and charismatic antics have been viewed to see what has been taken as right when trusted talents have been parlayed to feed decadent behavior with the cries of you don’t know how heavy and hard the burdens are!. . . . and that from the privileged. . . .
Changes are afoot. Meaning the God Aloft that most worship is down among us common folk and listening hard through the real cries of those busting butts with work around the clock to feed the babies we were told to make because all souls would be cared for.
But who would feed these babes was not in the package. Just making them and giving the fruits of the labors to those who would profit from the taxes into the pockets of those promising care.
Changes are afoot. The once God Aloft moves among us to give power within the souls of us who find our hard work of these blessed hands has given power away for a nefarious keeping which we are capable of doing ourselves.
And improving the lot of our children so they can dream this important dream of becoming their own desired potential and worshiping the Divine Within for life and breath and the chance to do so.
Their God Within has potential also as mankind has potential to become.
And the sparklers are built within the ethical system undergirding this remarkable Universe destined for the each of us when it is earned.
We don’t know what yet but our work habits and love for our world has shown that we will treat our world as best as those who have walked before us and have given dedicated lifetimes of care because they thought life of worth and sacred trust.
Life has always been the greatest Gift Given. Some have disregarded it as a nothing. . . no thing. There are those of us who have known and continue to work our lives as sacred trusts.
We hold our children on the altar of our hearts closely because we desire for them what we know and cherish.
Today finds us celebrating the life of Ruth Bader Ginsburg. I am glad she had the support of a mate and birth family who saw her talents. And she knew their love. Her obstacles to a fruitful tenure only were used by her to motivate and energize her unforgettable accomplishments. She will continue to be used to enhance life in all its forms.
We all hope in some small way our lives will enhance the greater life in its forms whatever its forms are.
The masked, silent gathering of people in front of the Supreme Court is a testament to the courage and POWER, of souls in human skin to show the confounding and unknown yet power of people to change the course of history through thought.
When that thought is pulled through our hearts to show we have given our best in what life has demanded of us and we have done it because of our innate knowledge of the good undergirding the universe and our behavior has been of the highest ethics we know, the power of our congregation will change the course of human history.
The silent gathering, masked to protect others because of caring for human life, carries divine power and our one thought should be. . . .
Life is a sacred trust. I write to protect it in the only way I can with words holding a blessing. And a Promise. . . .
Veronica Hallissey has been writing since the 1960s, with her poetry published in a variety of small press magazines. Born into a farm family in Lockport, NY, and educated at the University of Buffalo and other midwest institutions, she brings and unusual point-of-view to her poetry, combining strong natural images with a deep spiritual language. She lives in Ramona, CA.
Wild geese move within the moments of their destiny framing patterns; struck upon the naked sky.
Clocked by indiscreet motions they move in gentler waves instinctively.
A buoyancy feathered, sustained by automatic evolution, lay garnered, taken by trust.
Confirmed of their geesehood, they soar, with speed amid the chastening winds and luring skies.
Untethered, unfettered, dressed in their celestial garb, melding motive and design toward a destiny disclosed.
In a moment they can do what in a lifetime. . .
I cannot. photo by john s. hallissey
Veronica Hallissey has been writing since the 1960s, with her poetry published in a variety of small press magazines. Born into a farm family in Lockport, NY, and educated at the University of Buffalo and other midwest institutions, she brings and unusual point-of-view to her poetry, combining strong natural images with a deep spiritual language. She lives in Ramona, CA.
Conclusions are reached by methodical circumcision. We cut apart our hearts and yield what we can.
*****
There will always be those things which cost dearly and have no remunerative value. They may be outside our frame of reference but are recognized when the time is right. Then you know you have paid dearly and given the full litre of blood.
*****
In the place where we rest, bless the multitudes for they know not what they do, let alone what they say.
*****
The amount of teaching that has gone on in this vestibule of the church of Man has been enormous. Pray that the learning takes.
*****
Too many people act with instinct without considering the source of that instinct. What was once appropriate and serviceable, is no longer.
*****
Instinct is a precarious word and human balance should not rest on the word ‘precarious’
*****
Nature’s balance is such that never is a dream dreamed without the ability to put it into motion.
*****
Life in a crucible is life in human form.
*****
The look of innocence is the state of shock; that level where the soul has rested, the mind has stopped pursuing and spirit dares not delve further.
*****
Timing is of the essence. You cannot pull a tulip out of the ground nor can you force the petals of the rose to unfold with your own hands. Of their own accord and in their own timing, they will.
*****
Not to trample hearts, but to cup them.
photo by John S. Hallissey
Veronica Hallissey has been writing since the 1960s, with her poetry published in a variety of small press magazines. Born into a farm family in Lockport, NY, and educated at the University of Buffalo and other midwest institutions, she brings and unusual point-of-view to her poetry, combining strong natural images with a deep spiritual language. She lives in Ramona, CA.
Wherever we are, it seems only meet and proper to have August cease its summer heat and prepare mentally for the oncoming North Wind. It seems it has forgotten about us blistering in the heat. I am glad we are found.
Though conditions prevent our entry back to the classroom in many places, mentally we option to rekindle old friendships in favorite books. Or fortunately in new books if we are able. Like a stretched out old sweater I hug tight around cold shoulders the winter of long nights in a quiet corner.
I welcome you to join me. Today we pretend to hug each other but one day the hugs will be for real. Promise.
August
It is August
and there is
a sliver of breath
inside the sill.
The deep breath of autumn
is, I think, a matter of time;
perhaps only in the memory
of the child anxious
for the world of new books
to open.
Anxious for the toys
of summer to be put aside
to make space
for new thoughts.
An old lady now
but still waiting with anticipation
for the long, dark nights
to be filled with time.
It is necessary.
It will take an entire season
to adjust mind, body and soul
to a new way of thinking. . . .
about who I was
and now who I am.
photo by Joseph Hallissey, Sr
Veronica Hallissey has been writing since the 1960s, with her poetry published in a variety of small press magazines. Born into a farm family in Lockport, NY, and educated at the University of Buffalo and other midwest institutions, she brings and unusual point-of-view to her poetry, combining strong natural images with a deep spiritual language. She lives in Ramona, CA.