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  • Peace. . . .

    Many times for many, the comment is forget the past, the moment is all. Some even say too much time is spent in the past but rising thought is not enough is given to understanding the why of it and to rectify behavior which we have dressed cunningly in costumes for battle. To protect the…

  • A Midnight Adventure. . .

    The noise started at 12:20 a.m. with a whirring.  And it rumbled through the concrete floors and affected my heart rhythm.  I fibrillated and became concerned.  It started when I was readying for bed and when I settled in bed and was comfortably placed, I tensed and the bed shivered. It was with a vibration…

  • The Birthday Girl. . . and a happy two!

      Two years ago we had word that Emma E. came to us at 1 lb 12 oz.   Over 30 years ago we had similar word of her father coming early too at a similar weight.  We have gone to our knees many times in these years begging for the best in all worlds.  And…

  • How High Up You Reach. . . .

      What is hidden will surface and cannot be forever controlled. ***** Manipulation is the black boot sitting on the head. ***** A broader view is the fullness of a larger life. ***** How to teach Within is the treasure and without the Within there is no Without. ***** Trying to stay sane in an…

  • Given By Grace. . . .

        As long as you don’t mind. . . .   My mother and my sister would be saying now, there you go alibi-ing again.  Why don’t you just say that you make excuses or that someone is too lazy to try, whatever they are not doing? Because I don’t want to think they…

  • Straight on Through. . . .

                        Emile. . . .  ‘Do come in,’ she motioned to the visitor. ‘Things are not straightened, but they will be shortly.’ The large home had seen numbers of people marching through the hall; booming voices, woman whispers, babies’ tears baptizing the walls and christening the…

  • What Will You Do?. . . .

      What Will You Do. . .when they tell you? Only by observing on a constant basis the differences of genetics and environment on your own children, can you begin to see how unequal we are born.  This has been an ongoing study for me because of my own differences and peculiarities as compared to…

  • Pieces Enlarge the Understanding. . .

      When one has knowledge, one also has the obligation. ***** God is a word most people stop at because the mind balks at its meagre knowledge to proceed. ***** To not remember to lock the vault leaves it to be burglarized. Or easily opened at best to remember without those whose presence would have…

  • The High Jumper. . .

    It has been said with anger that I set the bar too high for mere mortals to scale. It was not for them the bar was set but for me, to rise as high as the immanent god had deemed for me. I could not know that they would try   to jump for me.…

  • Worry. . .Still An Advanced Skill. . . .

    I Am Sorry, but it takes smarts. . . . When I hear the words hitting my soft spot with a why should I worry?  You do such a good job of it! I want to be mean and snarky and say we would still be crawling on our bellies if we did not have…